YOU

You've been missing from my dream for months and I don't know why, cause I'm thinking of you almost everyday and hope you'll come to my dream. But it never been that easy. I know I was hoping too much.

This is the 2nd time for me liking someone without people known. But why did it hard to forget you? I just know you for some months, less than 6 months exactly. And I'm amazed that you can stay this long in my heart and mind. Frankly speaking, I don't even know where you were now. But, when last night you come in my dream. I was so happy to see you.

The first scene of the dream wasn't that fun, but when you walk there looking all pissed (I don't even know why you look that way, maybe you don't eve want to be there.). Then I grabbed your hand saying, "Wait, don't go! I need to talk to you."
You turn yourself on me and said,"What's there to talk about?"
I went panic and hold your hands to keep you from going away, "Look, I know it's sound weird. But I need to say this." I was stuttering.
"What do want to say?" you look pissed as before (I bet you hate it so much for being there with me)
"I think I like you. No! I do like you. Do you...do you feel the same way? Please tell me cause I think you do."
Then you hold my hands (now I remember that moment where you were telling a joke while you hold my hand) and it feel so real I'd cry. Honestly I don't really remember what was your answer to my question. Then I asked for your phone number, you gave it but I'm not sure it was the right number so called and it was connect to your phone.

The next scene is where I'm asking you to come to my place and meet the family. You look so troubled by that and I feel sorry for you cause you have to put up with them. And they were asking you when will you took me as yours. And I told you that we don't have to hurry cause I'll wait for you. And then you smiled at me saying something ( I wished I remember what you were saying).

Next thing is a blur, what I remember is I called you and you were busy so you text me instead and said you won't go anywhere from me.

And yah, that's the end of it. I was woke up not long after with that lingering feeling of your hands holding me.

See you in another dream :)
(I wish I can write your name and scream it so people know it)