September 11, 2014
Yellowcard - Only One
Dengerin lagu ini jadi inget waktu jaman SMA. Kangen banget dengerin lagunya bareng emen-temen sekelas >.<
February 4, 2014
YOU
You've been missing from my dream for months and I don't know why, cause I'm thinking of you almost everyday and hope you'll come to my dream. But it never been that easy. I know I was hoping too much.
This is the 2nd time for me liking someone without people known. But why did it hard to forget you? I just know you for some months, less than 6 months exactly. And I'm amazed that you can stay this long in my heart and mind. Frankly speaking, I don't even know where you were now. But, when last night you come in my dream. I was so happy to see you.
The first scene of the dream wasn't that fun, but when you walk there looking all pissed (I don't even know why you look that way, maybe you don't eve want to be there.). Then I grabbed your hand saying, "Wait, don't go! I need to talk to you."
You turn yourself on me and said,"What's there to talk about?"
I went panic and hold your hands to keep you from going away, "Look, I know it's sound weird. But I need to say this." I was stuttering.
"What do want to say?" you look pissed as before (I bet you hate it so much for being there with me)
"I think I like you. No! I do like you. Do you...do you feel the same way? Please tell me cause I think you do."
Then you hold my hands (now I remember that moment where you were telling a joke while you hold my hand) and it feel so real I'd cry. Honestly I don't really remember what was your answer to my question. Then I asked for your phone number, you gave it but I'm not sure it was the right number so called and it was connect to your phone.
The next scene is where I'm asking you to come to my place and meet the family. You look so troubled by that and I feel sorry for you cause you have to put up with them. And they were asking you when will you took me as yours. And I told you that we don't have to hurry cause I'll wait for you. And then you smiled at me saying something ( I wished I remember what you were saying).
Next thing is a blur, what I remember is I called you and you were busy so you text me instead and said you won't go anywhere from me.
And yah, that's the end of it. I was woke up not long after with that lingering feeling of your hands holding me.
See you in another dream :)
(I wish I can write your name and scream it so people know it)
This is the 2nd time for me liking someone without people known. But why did it hard to forget you? I just know you for some months, less than 6 months exactly. And I'm amazed that you can stay this long in my heart and mind. Frankly speaking, I don't even know where you were now. But, when last night you come in my dream. I was so happy to see you.
The first scene of the dream wasn't that fun, but when you walk there looking all pissed (I don't even know why you look that way, maybe you don't eve want to be there.). Then I grabbed your hand saying, "Wait, don't go! I need to talk to you."
You turn yourself on me and said,"What's there to talk about?"
I went panic and hold your hands to keep you from going away, "Look, I know it's sound weird. But I need to say this." I was stuttering.
"What do want to say?" you look pissed as before (I bet you hate it so much for being there with me)
"I think I like you. No! I do like you. Do you...do you feel the same way? Please tell me cause I think you do."
Then you hold my hands (now I remember that moment where you were telling a joke while you hold my hand) and it feel so real I'd cry. Honestly I don't really remember what was your answer to my question. Then I asked for your phone number, you gave it but I'm not sure it was the right number so called and it was connect to your phone.
The next scene is where I'm asking you to come to my place and meet the family. You look so troubled by that and I feel sorry for you cause you have to put up with them. And they were asking you when will you took me as yours. And I told you that we don't have to hurry cause I'll wait for you. And then you smiled at me saying something ( I wished I remember what you were saying).
Next thing is a blur, what I remember is I called you and you were busy so you text me instead and said you won't go anywhere from me.
And yah, that's the end of it. I was woke up not long after with that lingering feeling of your hands holding me.
See you in another dream :)
(I wish I can write your name and scream it so people know it)
August 23, 2013
Minggu lalu saya memutuskan untuk membereskan isi lemari buku. Ketika saya sedang memilah-milah buku mana yang masih diperlukan dan mana yang tidak dengan mengecek isi bukunya, saya menemukan secarik kertas didalamnya. Saat itu saya berniat membuangnya, tapi karena penasaran saya baca dulu isi kertasnya.
Rupanya kertas itu berisi tulisan yang saya kutip dari tulisan Ketua OSIS yang juga senior saya semasa SMA, namanya Asep Hilman R. Saya baca kembali tulisan itu yang entah kenapa saat itu sangat membantu membuka hati dan pikiran saya. Dan setelah itu saya memutuskan untuk tetap menyimpan kertas tersebut dan menulis isinya disini.
Rupanya kertas itu berisi tulisan yang saya kutip dari tulisan Ketua OSIS yang juga senior saya semasa SMA, namanya Asep Hilman R. Saya baca kembali tulisan itu yang entah kenapa saat itu sangat membantu membuka hati dan pikiran saya. Dan setelah itu saya memutuskan untuk tetap menyimpan kertas tersebut dan menulis isinya disini.
June 15, 2012
My Dream
I was walking towards my school with my friend when suddenly someone called me from behind. When I glance at my back, I saw him walking towards me with that wide smile on his face and wave at me. So I wait for him and we walk together to our class.
Once we get to our class, I sit in the back part of the room while take the front seat. Not long after, there's one of my friend come and sit beside me. We were talking and joking around that end up with he hugged me. I feel nothing since it's only a friend. But I can see from the corner of my eye that HE saw me there and somehow I can sense his jealousy f seeing me getting close with other boy.
When the break time come another friends of mine come and ask me to accompany him to the other building of the school. After that we went back and sit in the corridor in front of our class. I was talking with two of them when a teacher come and called them. Then HE come and sit beside me.
He took my hand and hold it tight then said " I don't like people touching you like that."
I said " He's just a friend."
He said " I know but still,,,I don't like it."
He smile at me and entwined our fingers.
Once we get to our class, I sit in the back part of the room while take the front seat. Not long after, there's one of my friend come and sit beside me. We were talking and joking around that end up with he hugged me. I feel nothing since it's only a friend. But I can see from the corner of my eye that HE saw me there and somehow I can sense his jealousy f seeing me getting close with other boy.
When the break time come another friends of mine come and ask me to accompany him to the other building of the school. After that we went back and sit in the corridor in front of our class. I was talking with two of them when a teacher come and called them. Then HE come and sit beside me.
He took my hand and hold it tight then said " I don't like people touching you like that."
I said " He's just a friend."
He said " I know but still,,,I don't like it."
He smile at me and entwined our fingers.
April 13, 2012
Kinky Time
This another fic of mine but with a Kinky theme inside and it's YAOI (MalexMale relationship).
So if you don't like YAOI, please DON'T click the page BELLOW.
Uniform
So if you don't like YAOI, please DON'T click the page BELLOW.
Uniform
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